The Lipstick Writing is on the Mirror

 Always looking for a thrill while sitting on the windowsill. Dressed to kill, but too exhausted for fun, I stand by the wall 'til my friends are done. Nothing really draws me in, and I need to trick my mind. like a table to my shin, it never turns out kind. my eyes flutter closed  of their own accord. fighting for the supposed love and happiness no one can afford.

Rainbow April 24th, 2004 Chorus: Our life is a rainbow if we let it be. A colorful show, happy and free There's a color everyday and at every crossroad. I still don't know what to say when I think about the waves. Bridge: At the end of every rainbow, somewhere there's a pot of gold. And it will show, if you do as your instincts have told. Chorus x1 Bridge x1 Chorus x3

A Hopeless Guy March 18th, 2004

You Are My Heartbreak June 11th, 2003 You know what you mean to me. You know the truth when it's seen. Why did you leave me here alone? Why did you see the need to be gone? Why aren't you  here with me... Where you need to be? My life is nothing without you. I can't help it, you are the virtue. You are my heart and soul. You are apart of me. I love you, can't you see? I'm right for you and you're right for me... 

Wish It Didn't Matter March 23rd, 2004

Later Days! April 2nd, 2004

Time April 2nd, 2004 Runnin' outta time, gonna lose my mind. You were mine, and you used to be kind. We're runnin' outta time...

Rainy Day April 2nd, 2004 Walking in the rain, towards the waterfall. Nothing's been the same, nothing at all. You told me we'd never be apart, because we were one.  Then you broke my heart, and now I'm crying with no Sun. I thought you loved me, I thought you cared. Now I see... that you lied and were never fair.

 You April 2nd, 2004 Waling through a field of gold. Thinking about you. Should've done what my instincts told, now I don't know what to do. To me, silver & gold he gave - but I wanted more.  I didn't want anything save that you'd walk back through the door.

 Same Old Is Told August 5th, 2003 Walking down the street, same old - same old. Everyone I meet is told - is told. Nobody knows what I've gone through. No one even cares.  Out of all my friends, only a few are there. Walking down the street, same old - same old. Everyone I meet is told - is told.  You're gone from my life, you're gone - you're gone... You thought my heart'd been stabbed with a kn*fe, but you're wrong, so wrong. Walking down the street, same old - same old. Everyone I meet is told - is told. All you ever did was drink beer, all you did was leave and roam. Don't you ever come back here, and don't think of this as home. Walking down the street, same old - same old. Everyone I meet is told - is told. 

"Mary, Mary, Quite contrary" Is what they all would say.  It'd end up giving me a very, Very Bad Day! They teased & picked,  Were never nice.  One day a guy got me ticked,  And he expected ME to pay the price! I told him to screw off; I'd better things to do with my time! He invited me to his loft,  And I said I had to get back to mine... Next day at school,  They were nice to me... Turns out they thought I was cool.  You do the same and they will, you'll see...