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004: Bonus Track

 Hurricane in my soul. 

Rainbows gone dark.

Feeling like a fool 

because I have a broken heart. 

Chaos and pain overwhelm

make me feel crazy.

Take the helm

and don't rephrase me.

Hear my voice, my words

for what they truly are.

Don't belittle my choices, I need to be heard.

Stop painting over my scars.

Energy and inertia battle out

'til I don't know when I'll win it.

Unsure what's about

my broken soul.

Breathe in, relax...

Breathe out...

Focus. Focus. Focus...



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